Love was wrong in so many ways
Me 23 you 18, well almost in so many days
I was your boss who showed you the ropes
Having no idea you would influence my life dreams and hopes
Trying to work behind the register we met
You nervous and top lip layered with sweat.
It was amusing and slightly funny
Lost concentrations thinking, not your money
At that moment I knew something had changed
But loving you was wrong in so many ways
Mind blitz into thought
She not 18 and you are her boss
Separated from marraige and heart is still lost
Offensive mind took control
You waited years to pay the toll of crossing the highway of sorrow and pain
This girl stephanie could be your tomorrow, maybe your everything
Like salma and chandler a fool I was
I couldn't hide the fact that in weeks felt love
A love that was wrong in so many ways
Do you remember the letter that I took from a song
If writting this letter is wrong then I don't want to be right
I would love to get to know you, so please call me tonight
Impressed but not knowing you felt the same
Off the train, to my door, then my phone rang
Hours talked and decided to meet
Columbus circle, dinner and the movie
We met in October but felt like July
What's the saying, sparks started to fly
Not of sex but of love just listen to the things that I loved
Your head and humidty was the worst enemy
But I loved it when your hair was oh so curly
Smoothness of your skin only trumped by the plenty of your lips
And the layered sweat I took pride in swiping it away with my fingertips
You had the body of a fairy
Well on the small of your back
Your style was immaculate but I was scared of your shoes
I knew you would never cheat untill you met jimmy choos
I could go on and on about you for days
But our love was wrong in some many ways
I knew your family by there first name, lost mine, with you I had much to gain
But at the same time that's what began the pain
You were all I had from my own will
When I recieved calls from my past, I shot to kill
Your love for me put you in the line of fire
nothing I could say to prove to you were my only desire
I understand the nature made you insecure
That is why I always kept you near
Think and ask your heart before you erase
How to stay when put in another place
Please understand that my mirror shows me a less of a man
Because I wasn't there when you needed my hand
Self actulization shows me the man I wasn't
I tear daily of the life that wasn't
I didn't cheat nor did I ever sneak
I was less of a man because my past made me weak
I wasn't there for you and that is the blame that I bare
Look in the mirror because there is blame you should share.
Love without trust did you really care
I wanted you but I needed time to make it clear
My clarity showed someone else next to you
I searched but did you even want me to?
Now we stand with consequence to pay
Maybe it was love that stood in our way
Me 23 you 18, well almost in so many days
I was your boss who showed you the ropes
Having no idea you would influence my life dreams and hopes
Trying to work behind the register we met
You nervous and top lip layered with sweat.
It was amusing and slightly funny
Lost concentrations thinking, not your money
At that moment I knew something had changed
But loving you was wrong in so many ways
Mind blitz into thought
She not 18 and you are her boss
Separated from marraige and heart is still lost
Offensive mind took control
You waited years to pay the toll of crossing the highway of sorrow and pain
This girl stephanie could be your tomorrow, maybe your everything
Like salma and chandler a fool I was
I couldn't hide the fact that in weeks felt love
A love that was wrong in so many ways
Do you remember the letter that I took from a song
If writting this letter is wrong then I don't want to be right
I would love to get to know you, so please call me tonight
Impressed but not knowing you felt the same
Off the train, to my door, then my phone rang
Hours talked and decided to meet
Columbus circle, dinner and the movie
We met in October but felt like July
What's the saying, sparks started to fly
Not of sex but of love just listen to the things that I loved
Your head and humidty was the worst enemy
But I loved it when your hair was oh so curly
Smoothness of your skin only trumped by the plenty of your lips
And the layered sweat I took pride in swiping it away with my fingertips
You had the body of a fairy
Well on the small of your back
Your style was immaculate but I was scared of your shoes
I knew you would never cheat untill you met jimmy choos
I could go on and on about you for days
But our love was wrong in some many ways
I knew your family by there first name, lost mine, with you I had much to gain
But at the same time that's what began the pain
You were all I had from my own will
When I recieved calls from my past, I shot to kill
Your love for me put you in the line of fire
nothing I could say to prove to you were my only desire
I understand the nature made you insecure
That is why I always kept you near
Think and ask your heart before you erase
How to stay when put in another place
Please understand that my mirror shows me a less of a man
Because I wasn't there when you needed my hand
Self actulization shows me the man I wasn't
I tear daily of the life that wasn't
I didn't cheat nor did I ever sneak
I was less of a man because my past made me weak
I wasn't there for you and that is the blame that I bare
Look in the mirror because there is blame you should share.
Love without trust did you really care
I wanted you but I needed time to make it clear
My clarity showed someone else next to you
I searched but did you even want me to?
Now we stand with consequence to pay
Maybe it was love that stood in our way
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